the beginning oF the Story...&...the End of thE stoRy

sume org pelik cm ne sy ley knl ngn dia..
sape dia?? hurm...Mohd Faiz b. Abd Razak. staf kt tpt sy bljr UTHM. jurufoto kt Public Relation Office (PRO)
ok...segala nya bermula dgn msg dr dia.
dia yg start msg dulu. pd 17 sept 2010. cm ne ley igt tarikh tu?? coz..time dpt msg tu kt rmh aishah nosri...kwn time skolh melawati. kuar je dr rmh aishah..(coz dlm rmh dia, xdpt line clcm...cm ne ley jd cm tu yek??) . trus dpt msg dia..dia msg kt no celcom...agak pelik...coz...sy xpnh bg no celcom kt org yg sy xknl...and..dia tahu nama penuh sy. Dalilah bte Amirudin. mmg pelik sgt2. then...start dr situ la..dia ckp dia staf uthm..and dia dpt dr pjbt UHKI...ape tu UHKI?? erm...office yg uruskan utk praktikal. dia dpt dr resume yg sy antr kt UHKI. urgh...resume tu sy antr bkn utk cari jodoh or kawan..tp utk cr tpt praktikal k. start la knl ngn dia. dia ckp umur dia 30thn. single. and dia duduk kt parit daun. dia kje kt pjbt NC. and..dia suruh add fb dia..with name faiz razak..so..sy dpt la tgk spe dia sbnr nye..erm...sy mmg xpnh nmpk dia kt U..
on 18 sept 2010...dia suruh sy pngl dia abg...and dia dr start knl dh pngl syg. erm...time tu mmg xikut sgt ckp dia...tp..last2 terikut gak..
on 20 sept 2010...first time jumpe dia..g kuar mkn same...mlm...pas dia abiz kje..1st time mkn dgn dia...ade 1 tabiat dia yg sy xsuke...dia smoke..and lps mkn dia mesti smoke..2btg..urgh...mmg busuk...xsuke!!
on 21 sept 2010...ade jamuan raya...and..sy x g jamuan raya tu...coz sakit kepala...and..dia ajk la g kuar lunch..dlm kol 2lbey...
ringkas kn cite...segalanya indah je...ye la..cinta bru berputik...breakfast, lunch, dinner...sume nk same2...xde gaduh2...
segalanya berubah on 29 sept 2010. siang tu ok je lg..happy2..dia call suruh lunch sume coz dia xdpt nk lunch same..dia kene g jb..then bile mlm..segalanya berubah. lps test design...msg dia..and dia bley tny sy nie spe...time tu rase cm ade yg xkene...then...dia ckp kite kwn je...it's mean...nk break up..and..that nite..sume benda jd xtentu hala..xley nk pk..xley nk tdo...and..benda nie continue smpi la ari ahad 3 oct 2010...dlm kol 3pagi...dia ade msg...g tau dia dh kahwin...God...xtau nk ckp cm ne perasaan tu...nk nangis...nth la...tp mmg kecewa sgt2...ape yg sy buat..sy maki2 dia...kat fb dia pun sy maki2 dia..doa kn yg bkn2...dgn cara cm tu je wt sy puas hati...sy tau tu sume slh..dan sy terlalu ikut perasaan...
4 oct 2010...kuar la dgn shikin, ain, pika..hopefully everything will be fine...g tgk wayang...jln2..mkn2...and..blk tu..shikin stay kt bilik sy...and...cite la ngn dia...luahkn sume ngn dia..tp..dia stay kejap je...and..sy ok hny skjp je...mlm tu msg ngn dia...so...tau segalanya...dr no ic...asl dia..ank2 dia...sume benda dia tipu...konon umo bru 30..padahal dh 37...belagak nk jd org muda
5 oct 2010...dia dh blk..urgh..shikin...rase nk nangis...coz hati sy xtenang lg...
6 oct 2010...pas hampir 1week gaduh ngn faiz...then berbaik la ngn dia...and sy trima dia blk..even sy tau dia dh ade ank & isteri...tp sy xley nk lupekn dia terus. sy perlukn masa. sbb tu sy trima dia blk. everything fine...and time pesta konvo..ade la ajk dia g pesta konvo..tp dia xnk...sbb nye dia pengecut...and...time konvo..dia mmg terlalu bz...bz yg sgt2...ssh nk jumpe dia. and that time..mmg rindu dia sgt2...and dia janji...on 13 oct 2010..nk g tgk wayang...hurm...ok..igt la janji dia tu.
on 12 oct 2010...dia kene g kl...coz ade dinner palapes..kt prince hotel..tp dia g kejap je...smpi je trus gerak blk johor..bek xyah pg..and..smpi je dia kt sini..kuar la g tmn dia mkn..coz dia xmkn lg..and..mlm tu perasan something yg xkne ngn dia...dia kurang ckp..kurang nk bergurau...erm..mybe dia pnt. and..xsangka...tu adlh hari terakhir sy akn jumpe dia.
13 oct 2010...sepatutnya g tgk wayang ngn dia..tp...dia cancel kn sbb dia kate kene g mersing ngn NC...hurm..ok..sbb keje...xpe la..and..dia xmsg..smpi la hari jumaat...
15 oct 2010...msg dia..kt no celcom dia..and...yg reply adlh wife dia...totally cm nk pengsan...xtau nk ckp cm ne...and..try la call dia...nk confirm kn btul or tdk...and...yg jwb adlh pmpn...nseb bek la fon nie ley tkr suara...so..sy tkr jd suara laki...and...ckp ngn pmpn tu yg laki dia slh gak..sbb laki dia yg curang dulu...thanks to irwan coz bg fon yg mmg sgt2 berguna. now...sy dh delete no fon dia & everything tentang dia...so..sy xley contact dia lg.

end of story...lalalala...btw...thanks kt faiz razak...coz u bt sy lupe kn hilmi ghani...and now...i'm trying tok lupe kn dia...totally lupekn dia...and...i'm ready for this since i know dia adlh suami org.
mcm s**l.